Saturday, August 13, 2005
je ne veux pas jouer avec le silence
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Almighty God our heavenly Father, graciously comfort your servant Heng Hui in his suffering, and bless the means made use of for his cure. Fill his heart with confidence that, though at times he may be afraid, he yet may put his trust in you; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
praying for Henghui for a speedy recovery..
he aint doin quite fine..
heard that his dengue fever have worsen
and his liver is infected..
tomorrow release of olevel chinese result..
guess i have to retake..
i dont have any confident of gettin good grade..
i am not askin for much..
just a B would be enough
is not that i don have confidence in myself
but... as all knows that theres only one word to describe my chinese standard
"disastrous!"
so.. good luck to me...
o yeah was looking at somewhere..
the words were truly worth thinkin about..
it was saying..
"it sad but its true that when you are second..
you are the first in the whole line of losers"
i truly agree..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
whywhywhy
why must it always end up this way..
why why why..
why cant no one understands me..
why cant anyone see the pain i suffer...
you gave me peace and now you are taking it away from me..
how nice can that me...
am i born to suffer the pain that other left behind..
O Lord heavenly God father, i pray to you
i need you here by my side
early in the morning I cry to you.
Help me to pray and to concentrate my thoughts on you
I cannot do this alone.
In me there is darkness,but with you there is light;
I am lonely, but you do not leave me;
I am feeble in heart, but with you there is help;
I am restless, but with you there is peace.
In me there is bitterness, but with you there is patience;
I do not understand your ways,but you know the way for me
Restore me to liberty,and enable me to live now
That I may answer before you and before me.
Lord, make me brave for life, braver than this.
Let me straighten after pain, as a tree straightens after the rain,
Lord, make me brave for life; much braver than this.
let me rise from sorrow with quiet eyes,
Knowing that your way is wise.
Lord, make me brave
help me to see that out of dark comes light.
Lord the road i walk seems so destined to be dusty and desolate forever.
And yet, just around the corner, just over the next hill,
i see new life, i see hope.
I pray for this hope lord
Lord let me come to You with humble trust saying, "Jesus, help me."
My soul waits for you o Lord
your words i hope
amen.
Monday, August 08, 2005
je ne crois pas c'est la fin du problème... je ne croire jamais que vous finiriez le problème tellement facilement...
Sunday, August 07, 2005
cant stand it anymore..
come on who are you to say that i am ruinin your whole life..
why should i care about your personal life
who are you to blame me for the mistakes you done..
reflect upon yourself...
i am
NOT involved in this..
and never will i be..
if you have not done anything, would this happen..
if you have not done anything wrong..
then why go round callin peoplel pushing the blame on
like what i have said prove it to her then..
i cant stand the way you said
like i am the one who cause all the problems.
come on.. grow up..
know the facts well before jumping onto conclusions..
don't jump into conclusion any o how..
its so unfair for us..
and i mean
US...
i want to clear my name!
